just when I am finally grounded like clock work november 8 rolls around I lose my cool turning bat shit crazy living sad girl hours on repeat reminiscing about all that we once had I picture your face the one that was once was a warm reminder of home now breaks my heart - XOXO…
Tag: lost
dear diary pt.3
Dear Diary, Lately I feel like my life has been flipped upside down. Everything has been going wrong. I’ve been feeling more anxious and slightly depressed. My bestfriend stopped talking to me and I don’t know what I did wrong. She slowly faded out of my life and is now avoiding me. It feels as…
senses
you say nothings wrong but i can sense a shift in energy between my bones -XOXO chana
boi
i am done suffering alone you’ve had plenty of time to make up your stupid mind yet each night your probably with your bois laughing at the hurt you caused -XOXO chana
strangers
i've become a stranger to my own body i dont recognize my self no more gone are the traces of my old self -XOXO chana
loose connections
a loose connection these past few months i've been feeling lost wandering these lonely streets yet - I cant seem to get you out of my head how can you sleep at night knowing you've been acting like a fool I seem to i miss your sister more these days i keep reminiscing to those…
the key
6 months since I called it quits but I still find you on my mind every second of every day why? your love was the key to mending my broken soul without you i feel lost i’m walking down a dark road in the desert slowly dying starving --- craving your attention but all I…