Dear Diary, Lately I feel like my life has been flipped upside down. Everything has been going wrong. I’ve been feeling more anxious and slightly depressed. My bestfriend stopped talking to me and I don’t know what I did wrong. She slowly faded out of my life and is now avoiding me. It feels as…
The Baleswarans. Close knit. Loving. Loyal. Privileged. Damaged. Minorities. Trustworthy. Selfless. We live in in Toronto - more specifically Scarborough. Chana was an ordinary girl. Loving family of 4 beautiful souls who she could depend on. Friends that she believed in. Living with flaws she had learned to love over time. Just a city girl…
Continue reading ➞ the chronicles of chana – pt.1 : prologue
Hello everyone, I just wanted to hop on here and say that for the month of june i am going to try and write a blog post everyday or at least 5 times a week. I am hoping to raise money for 2 organizations for my birthday. I want to raise money for 2 interrelated…
They tell me they lied for me To protect me - But at what expense was it at ? 2 years of nothing but lies 2 years of waiting on him 2 years of crying my self to sleep 2 years of being treated like I’m crazy 2 years of scheming 2 years of depression…
even on my darkest I still speak about you with endearing terms and spill my heart out to anyone willing to listen they say - If he were the one he would have ; stayed been present consisten they call you: a wastebucket a fuc boi toxic an ass a cheat - but I know…
you don't need to be productive all the time take care of your mental health spend time with your family - because you don't know the next time you would have this much free time organize and try to plan out your day catch up with college or work emails take some time out of…
amma - how do I sleep at night knowing he left me so easily am I going to be alright how do I move on? amma - will this feeling pass? -XOXO chana
all these sleepless nights are catching up to me meanwhile you walk away scout free? how is it that you moved on so fast - you took any chance you got to race off with a piece of my heart. my hopes and dreams were all crushed by you -XOXO chana
i hear noises that translate to your voice i see faces that shift into yours i am haunted by the memory of you how can I forget you if I haven't got closure -XOXO chana
you did a number on my heart told me you would be my knight in shining armour yet all you were was a coward dressed in a shitty cape -XOXO chana
