dear s,

I told you once, not to mess with my mental health but yet you didn’t listen. You need to understand what the past few months have felt like.  I'm done with your scheming - not only did you pretend you didn’t know me but you got my loved ones involved. You got all of them…

to the only guy I’ve ever loved,

Maybe just maybe I fell for you too hard too fast. Every waking moment is spent thinking of you and wondering how you are doing. Yet lately it seems like it’s not being reciprocated. You were the first guy I ever properly spoke to - openly. I told you about my fears, my dreams and…

the sad truth

everyone’s been telling me  your a waste of time  who doesn’t put any effort into this relationship  but my hearts telling me otherwise  reminiscing about the days you held me  in your loving arms  the days - you actually checked up on me  and made an effort now everything has changed -XOXO chana