I told you once, not to mess with my mental health but yet you didn’t listen. You need to understand what the past few months have felt like. I'm done with your scheming - not only did you pretend you didn’t know me but you got my loved ones involved. You got all of them…
Maybe just maybe I fell for you too hard too fast. Every waking moment is spent thinking of you and wondering how you are doing. Yet lately it seems like it’s not being reciprocated. You were the first guy I ever properly spoke to - openly. I told you about my fears, my dreams and…
you said you would be there for me you said you wouldnt hurt me you said you would protect me at all costs you said that you would be consistent you said that you were in it for the long haul yet ---- you aren't here right when I need you most ____________________________ was I…
even on my darkest I still speak about you with endearing terms and spill my heart out to anyone willing to listen they say - If he were the one he would have ; stayed been present consisten they call you: a wastebucket a fuc boi toxic an ass a cheat - but I know…
amma - how do I sleep at night knowing he left me so easily am I going to be alright how do I move on? amma - will this feeling pass? -XOXO chana
a loose connection these past few months i've been feeling lost wandering these lonely streets yet - I cant seem to get you out of my head how can you sleep at night knowing you've been acting like a fool I seem to i miss your sister more these days i keep reminiscing to those…
though you put me through hell thank you for being you thank you for giving me my firsts first kiss, first boyfriend, first love in the end you broke me leaving me to mend my shattered heart yet, i wouldn’t go back and change a thing i learnt a lot from our time together give…
you were once my everything my light on a gloomy day i remember our late night chats about our future we talked about ' f o r e v e r ' everything is sinking in now the person I once wanted to come home to is now a distant memory of the past -XOXO…
i tore down my wall wore my heart on my sleeve only for you to come around and shatter my heart into a million pieces i’m left trying to piece my heart back together but how do you mend a shattered heart ? maybe the only remedy is your love -XOXO chana
everyone’s been telling me your a waste of time who doesn’t put any effort into this relationship but my hearts telling me otherwise reminiscing about the days you held me in your loving arms the days - you actually checked up on me and made an effort now everything has changed -XOXO chana
