they tell her to move on
they say he’s
a cheater
but they don’t know him
like she does
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She misses
those stolen glances
his eyes
his smile
his hugs
those study dates
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he once used to call her
with endearing terms
now he calls her
crazy
mental
psycho
delusional
-XOXO chana
all these sleepless nights
are catching up to me
meanwhile
you walk away
scout free?
how is it
that you
moved on so fast –
you took any
chance
you got
to race off
with a piece
of my heart.
my hopes and dreams
were all crushed
by you
-XOXO chana
with every
passing day
i lose a piece of myself
surrounded
by chaos
and destruction
the weary path
i walk
is leading me astray
i’m left
drowning in my thoughts
hoping it all
e n d s
-XOXO chana
you were once
my everything
my light on a gloomy day
i remember
our late night chats
about our future
we talked about ‘ f o r e v e r ‘
everything is
sinking in now
the person I once
wanted to come home to
is now a
distant memory
of the past
-XOXO chana
if I needed your loving
would you comfort me ?
if I needed you
would you drop everything and rescue me ?
if I had disappeared
would you miss me ?
if I was stuck in jail
would you bail me out ?
if I were breathing my last breath
in my final moments
would you rush to pay me a visit ?
if I were gone
would you visit my grave?
-XOXO chana
