the spirit of this wonderful time of year is gone joy and happiness doesn't fill the air instead all that surrounds me is loneliness and despair i can’t help but grieve the loss of you my partner best friend other half oh -- i would give anything and everything to have you back here with me …
Poems
meet me
meet me at midnight at the spot we first held hands 6 months sober from your intoxication no need for AA because I got my gyals you’ve had plenty of time to own up to your mistakes - apologize for your actions reconcile what we had yet each night your probably with your bois doing…
end.
with every passing day i lose a piece of myself surrounded by chaos and destruction the weary path i walk is leading me astray i’m left drowning in my thoughts hoping it all e n d s -XOXO chana
to the one who got away
though you put me through hell thank you for being you thank you for giving me my firsts first kiss, first boyfriend, first love in the end you broke me leaving me to mend my shattered heart yet, i wouldn’t go back and change a thing i learnt a lot from our time together give…
¿ f o r e v e r ?
you were once my everything my light on a gloomy day i remember our late night chats about our future we talked about ' f o r e v e r ' everything is sinking in now the person I once wanted to come home to is now a distant memory of the past -XOXO…
would you ?
if I needed your loving would you comfort me ? if I needed you would you drop everything and rescue me ? if I had disappeared would you miss me ? if I was stuck in jail would you bail me out ? if I were breathing my last breath in my final moments would…
breaking barriers
i tore down my wall wore my heart on my sleeve only for you to come around and shatter my heart into a million pieces i’m left trying to piece my heart back together but how do you mend a shattered heart ? maybe the only remedy is your love -XOXO chana
remedy to a broken heart ?
your the reason for my tears the cause of this shattered heart they say time heals but with time nothing has changed my mind still wanders back to you and all that we had wondering when it will all stop seeing your face in every crowd hearing your voice in every dream somehow you have…
story of us
i try my best to forget the story of us but somehow you have a hold on me here I am thinking of you when all I want is to forget you -XOXO chana
other girl
my mind takes me back to when we first met the days we would talk for hours on end me sneaking out to see you the days you held me close now you call me names and think I’m crazy you tell me that you had another girl your the reason for my tears maybe…
