Posted in life, Poems

how do I sleep at night

amma – 

how do I sleep at night 

knowing he left me 

so easily 

am I going to be alright 

how do I move on?

amma –

will this feeling pass?

-XOXO chana

Posted in life, Poems

racing thoughts

all these sleepless nights

are catching up to me

meanwhile

you walk away

scout free?

how is it

that you

moved on so fast –

you took any

chance

you got

to race off

with a piece

of my heart.

my hopes and dreams

were all crushed

by you

-XOXO chana

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future

i still hope 

that you 

will walk 

through the door 

because boi 

i cant 

lose another soul

you are the 

missing piece 

i’ve been searching for

so darling please 

dont let my anxieties 

push you away 

your the only one  

i want 

– my only chance 

of a 

bright future 

is you

 -XOXO chana

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closure

i hear noises 

that translate to your voice 

i see faces 

that shift into yours 

i am haunted by 

the memory of you 

how can I forget you 

if I haven’t

got closure 

-XOXO chana

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knight.

you did

a number 

on my heart 

told me

you would 

be my knight 

in shining armour 

yet all

you were 

was a coward

dressed 

in a

shitty cape

-XOXO chana

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senses

you say

nothings wrong

but i can sense

a shift

in energy

between my bones

-XOXO chana

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boi

i am done suffering alone

you’ve had

plenty of time

to make up

your stupid mind

yet

each night your probably with your bois

laughing

at the hurt

you caused

-XOXO chana

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strangers

i’ve become

a stranger

to my own body

i dont recognize

my self

no more

gone are the traces

of my old self

-XOXO chana

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the key

6 months 

since I called it quits 

but I still find you on my mind 

every second of every day 

why? 

your love was

the key to mending my broken soul 

without you 

i feel lost 

i’m walking

down a dark road 

in the desert 

slowly dying 

starving —

craving

your attention 

but all I hear 

is radio silence 

-XOXO chana

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season of sadness

the spirit of 

this wonderful time 

of year is gone 

joy and happiness 

doesn’t fill the air 

instead 

all that surrounds me is

loneliness and despair 

i can’t help but 

grieve the loss of you 

my partner

best friend 

other half 


oh —

i would give 

anything and everything

to have you back 

here 

with me 

this christmas

-XOXO chana  

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