just when I am finally grounded like clock work november 8 rolls around I lose my cool turning bat shit crazy living sad girl hours on repeat reminiscing about all that we once had I picture your face the one that was once was a warm reminder of home now breaks my heart - XOXO…
Poems
longer
they all call you names but I still think of all your best qualities selfless. caring. loving. trustworthy you engraved your name in my heart and slowly slipped away if I knew that night in February, would be the last time seeing you I would have stayed out longer hugged you harder admired your face…
love
we are all just lost souls tryna find love in this mad mad world Love - something we all crave and need yet it the hardest thing to find brings out the best and worst of you something we fight for even when we shouldn’t this four letter word holds so much power -XOXO chana
good ol’days
I remember the good ol days simple hangouts study dates laughing for hours on end with bubble tea in our hands but now things have changed - best friend turned stranger you've walked out of my life with no explanation but somehow I remain calm now all I wish you is nothing but the best…
grave.
rest in peace to what we had 2 years strong but in the end you betrayed the tiny thread of trust --- you broke me now, I keep digging up the grave of our love to reminice all that we once had -XOXO chana
guiding star
I still check up on you In hopes that someday soon you will come back home to me I keep wishing upon the stars for you to return I find my self talking to the stars because afterall you are my guiding star -XOXO chana
he said she said
they tell her to move on they say he’s a cheater but they don't know him like she does ___________________________ She misses those stolen glances his eyes his smile his hugs those study dates ___________________________ he once used to call her with endearing terms now he calls her crazy mental psycho delusional -XOXO chana
ajax.
they say home is where your heart is but you stole my heart I fell in love with a Ajax wasteman now all these familiar places are shifting to unfamiliar I feel lost wandering these lonely streets without you -XOXO chana
apologies
when I was losing my mind going stir crazy stuck in the house you told me you would be there for me if I needed anything you would help yet 6 months down the line history was repeating its self and you, stood there and lied to my face told me you didn’t know who…
eelam
the history of my people runs in my veins the stories of inhumane acts run like a film roll in my head the legacy of my family & tamils keeps me going everything I do is to honour my blood the history of tamils sometimes keeps me up at night 2009 , haunts me my…
